I found I unintentionally uncovered a memory long in my mind, but never fully thought on. Or rather I didn't realize it was a memory that I was seeing, just something I felt compelled to see as if on another plane.

Anyway, one night this same tell tale image came to me. It was of what I thought was a cliff overlooking an ocean, with a hunters moon (moon with clouds drifting occassionally in small groups in front of it) high in the sky, grass turned a deep blue from it's glow and a light house to my right without a light and the wind whipping my hair back from me as if in an embrace.

As I talked to a friend, I was trying to describe the image I was getting at the time, so on a brilliant idea, roleplayed it out with his help. Mostly just walking and describing as we walked what we both were supposed to see, hehe.

In a way for me, it was almost like everything was becoming more real as I delved into the memory of the image. My wings unfurled to catch the breeze that was drifting by and when I held out my hand it was as if the wind were touching it in the way I usually do when I'm outside. Exhilarated, I continued on to describe the cliff overlooking the sea and standing on the edge and feeling as if the wind carried away all my troubles and set me free. Only as I began to really 'see' it, I realized that the memory of the image was wrong. The grass was either not supposed to be there, or it was supposed to be a sparse collection, as the cliff was supposed to actually be a sorta sanddune, though it did overlook the turbulent ocean below or further out. I'm not really sure on which it was. My wings were still there and I felt as if flying would be the most weightless and natural thing in the world. Or astral world.

I also realized that it was a part of my tiger's world that I was looking at and it was in her past life that she stood on that cliff. Either training or calming the darkness that was a second part of our nature. I felt as if I plummeted off the cliff and fell into a spiral my wings would capture me and carry me out to the turbulent seas and be one with the twilit sky.

It was cool and I was surprised that it had been a memory I'd been seeing and not just an inner desire to go find some random cliff with a lighthouse, as there are too many of those. Hehe

that's interesting..i didn't know you had wings...it's always great when that happens that you find this little gem of a memory..i think you should explore it more

*Laughs* Oh yeah. I didn't know till more recent months myself.

At first I thought they were a heavy pair of black wings, but they apparently are lighter, more I guess paper thin like, but large, flexible and fun to use. It's almost more like the air is the one that helps me fly than my wings, but they are there. It was much like seeing my therians for the first time, only it was large wings that are almost as soft as silk. heh

I intend to, but oddly enough, again it points to scotland. I have no clue what is up with that place and why it seems to be calling me almost. One day I'll figure it out by just up and going there. That's second tie in memory I have of that country and never been there.

i hope you do get to go to scotland one day

I like Scotland, particularly the highlands. I went to Findhorn if anyone knows it. It was really nice and seemed to have its weather system.

what kind of weather system do you mean?